Damn

Y'all must really hate me huh? I saw glimpses of it through the treatment of me through the years. At first I thought each occurrence was isolated, but I soon saw that it had been a group conclusion. Group conversation is how things become mass popular, or widely agreed upon. Hate or love can be that way when it's felt strongly about enough. Thing is... nobody ever heard my side of things because I declined to speak when spoken about. People acted like there weren't three sides to every story, and didn't bother to imagine that whatever conclusions that allowed them to arrive at hate had alternate views. With that being said, my first prison bid taught me the skills I needed to survive isolation and hate bias for extended time periods. In those moments, I relax while my back is against the wall. I focus on extending my legs for long runs, and for long stretches to make sure I stay intact while my world is being crushed. God made me Me. He gave me the set of characteristics that you hate. I didn't just pick them off of a shelf or order them from Amazon. This set is mine... I'm going to stand on the principles that I believe in, even if it doesn't make sense, or align with your beliefs or desires. I'm going to do what I think is right at the time. I'm well aware that things will probably get worse than the rock bottom I'm dwelling in, but I'm fine with that because I'm confident that the cream and heat always rises. It's scientifically proven. I've been surprised many times before, no matter how I try to prepare myself for anything; so I know life will always do that. I just pray that everyone I have ever earned animosity from knows that I don't and won't ever have any ill will towards them. Easy to know that I'm misunderstood to you, because I myself, am misunderstood to me. And with that, I understand.