Love at First Sight

Do you believe in love at first sight or soulmates? Neither did I until I met him. For the purpose of this story we will call him Clark. I will never forget the day I met Clark. He swooped right in and saved me just like Superman. Crazy thing is I was more in love with his Clark Kent side but we will get to that later. When I think about the day we met Brian McKnight’s song Love of My Life pops into my head. First first time I looked into your eyes I saw heaven oh, heaven in your eyes. There was just something about him that day that I still cant put my finger on. It’s was like dragging my feet across a carpet then touching a door knob. It was electric. His pick up line was corny as hell but I fell for it. We exchanged numbers. Of course I debated and waited to call him. Our conversations were crazy, meaningful and intense. I found myself falling deeper for him and it seemed like the same was happening for him. I say it seems because I can't speak for anyone else all I can speak on is their actions. And his actions showed the same thing. We spoke everyday several times a day. I remember one time we were on the phone he asked where I was. I told him and he kept asking me where the bus I was on was. Me not really paying attention just being happy that I’m talking to him I’m telling him. The bus finally gets to my stop and there he is my Clark Kent. There are a bunch of stories like that one I could tell. He made me open up in ways I would of never done before yet instill a lot of things were closed off. I have so many memories that I look back on and smile. Like the first time he told me he loved me. Clark always said I don’t like to say I love you I rather show it. So when he finally said it I was so shocked my reply wasn’t I love you too there was no reply. I later called him and asked if I heard him correctly he said yes and then I replied I love you too. I wish I could say that we were perfect but we had our downfalls just like anybody else. As fast as we started we ended. I wish I could say where we went wrong but I truly don’t know. Do I blame Clark? No not entirely I take some of the blame. Do I still believe Clark it’s my soulmate? Yes I think we just have to figure our own stuff out then we can be able to figure out our together stuff. If that makes any sense. What I do know is that I will never regret the day Superman flew into my life and I will never regret the day I fell in love with Clark Kent. Whether we work things out or not Clark will always hold a special place in my heart.